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Allégories de cavernes

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More morning shadows.

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Jean, lockdown 4.0, night of day 2.

Le bonheur, c’est simple comme un canapé-lit.

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30 seconds of Rayman

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Remote learning, episode IV.

A new hope?

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The law of the instrument.

“When all you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail.”

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A Jean close up

👁️

👃

👄

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Daryl, 64 ans.

Mon collegue chef cuisinier depuis cinq ans, ou six, le temps passe vite. On s’est vu évoluer au quotidien, les hauts et les bas. Tous les jours ou presque. Au travail. Rarement en dehors.

Ce samedi, alors que Melbourne hésite à tout fermer, parece que l’épidémie de Covid est revenue hier, et que personne ne connaît exactement l’ampleur de cet outbreak, Daryl va épouser Jeremy.

Ça méritait une visite, et un bouquet.

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Dimanche au balcon

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A new message on the back door, morning shadows of the lemon tree and passion fruit vines on the laundry door, and two very beautiful songs to start the day.

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Sidney’s duck/pig, with a moustache

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L’amour breton.

❤️❤️❤️

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On love.

Love isn’t a dirty word. It isn’t a magical one either.

It is triggered by things, situations, persons and ideas that connect with your inner self. It describes feelings that can be assessed, processed, thought of and scaled to their right measures. Love relates to a whole range of emotions, and casts a wide net over our everyday life.

I love my children. I love my brothers and sister. I love my parents. I love spaghetti carbonara. I love football. I love the feeling I get after a good workout. After cleaning my house. I love my friends, and I love my employers and my workmates. I love working and I love being home. I love watching sports on television. I love the Paris St Germain and the Melbourne football clubs. I love music, and I love written words and I love numbers. I love dark spaces, and I love bright lights. I love depth and connections, and quiet understandings.

I love Claire.

Talking and writing about love after a separation feels like putting myself, eyes wide open, in the headlights of a fast moving big vehicle. But it isn’t. No one will die here. There is no weakness in acknowledging love after a separation, and there must be no shame in there either. On the contrary it seems to be an essential, and rather profound step on my recovery journey.

I need to accept that part of me that still loves Claire, for it is that part of me that needs understanding, compassion and healing. There won’t be peace until I stop fighting with myself.

I was in love with you. I’m not in love with you anymore. I still love you.

There is a great paradox in love.

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Train portraits